10.30.24 Thoughts on trauma, learned helplessness & awareness as a social experiment with ChatGPT. Thinking about who/what radicalized me, it was my greatest teachers…which were also my greatest traumas. Domestic Violence radicalized me. Su!c!d3 !deation radicalized me. Neurodivergence radicalized me. Family court radicalized me. Marriage radicalized me. Religious & financial abuse radicalized me. Coercive control radicalized me. Western Medicine radicalized me. Capitalism & Centralized Financing radicalized me. Colonization radicalized me. The US Education system radicalized me. Motherhood radicalized me. They radicalized me because each of these identities and/or systems supported the suppression of parts of who I was as a way to survive the attachments I used to have to them. Learned helpelessness was the work I did while believing I would inherently loose to su!c!d3 after I was mislabeled and mispathologized for refusing to be complicit or constrict to these abusive system...