my focus was on annual leave today and it’s so hard to get it on we are trying to be are best self let’s go mind was everywhere except where it needed to be. One minute I’m meditating, the next I’m deep-diving into a tutorial on how to braid my hair like I’ve got a 7pm performance I never signed up for. Nothing was sticking. Every task felt like quicksand. My brain was doing was here there and everywhere, but not the useful kind. But honestly? This is exactly why I’m in my mindset era. Not the aesthetic one — the real, messy, “why am I like this but also I love myself” one. The mindset era where instead of beating myself up for unfinished tasks, spiraling and making it worst for myself I am recognising and trying to learn an change things the win today wasn’t productivity. It was catching myself mid-spiral, speaking to myself kindly, and pulling myself back into alignment before I drowned in guilt and comparison. Old me would’ve used today as proof she’s failing. New me is like...