Writing this caption and posting this carousel is uncomfortable btw At my big age I really thought I had a consistency problem. Like genuinely. Start strong → fall off → feel bad → reset → repeat. And I would call it discipline. Or lack of it. But a conversation with my coach cassandrapickettcoaching (and our GYG group) + Darryl kinda sat me down (lovingly lol) and made me realize something I couldn’t unsee… I don’t fully trust myself. And if I’m being real… that makes sense.😭😭😭 Because how do you trust someone who keeps abandoning you mid-plan? Just because I’ve experienced abandonment throughout my life, doesn’t mean I have to do it to myself. Saying yes when you mean no. Overcommitting. Starting things you don’t finish. Breaking promises to yourself like it’s casual. At some point, your brain just goes: “yeah… we don’t believe her anymore.” And here’s where it got me… I thought I was “waiting on God.” But really? I was waiting for certainty. Waiting to feel ready. Wa...