I miss being pregnant not just because i felt the most beautiful when i was but because it was so much easier to protect Grayson when he was in my belly. These past few weeks have been the hardest weeks of motherhood so far. It started with Grayson getting Covid. One of the hardest things is seeing your little one sick and in pain and you can’t take it away. I didn’t sleep for 4 days, i watched him sleep and breath. For 4 days straight he had a fever, the highest was 104. As many times as i called the doctor, they kept saying to just comfort him with Motrin and keep him hydrated. I had to look up videos to learn about infant breathing.. It was terrifying! It was scary because we had no idea if it would get worse. Thank god he’s better! He still has a slight cough but even when he coughs my heart stops for a min. Just when Grayson got better i got Covid. I knew it was going to happen but it sucks. Moms don’t get sick days, and that’s okay! So far the symptoms have been mild. Before bei...