On the day you came into this world we were both born. I prayed for you for years and i always imagined how it would feel to have you in my arms. The truth is the first weeks i had this inexplainable fear that you weren’t mine. I knew that i loved you but it was really hard to connect to the fact that i was your mom... i would say it out loud to myself everyday and i would still feel the fear that it wasn’t real. I was so frustrated at myself because i was supposed to be the happiest I’ve ever been, i finally had my blessing and i couldn’t stop crying. I had to constantly look at the pictures of you when you were born to remind myself that it was real. I still feel a little cloud lingering over me but i definitely feel so much better. When the depression finally lifted it felt like a waterfall of emotions.... of love.. a connection that is unbreakable.. my heart in human form. My heart races when you put your cheek on my cheek and hold my face while i rock you to sleep. I feel lik...