Let’s talk about the 4th trimester. Giving birth is one of the hardest experiences of our lives and then we have to jump right into motherhood without anytime to heal or really prepare. We forget about our emotions and the way we feel physically and emotionally because we have a baby in front of us that needs us. You can read all of the parenting books and do all the research but once he’s here we have to question everything. I have been wanting to be a mom since i was old enough. I never thought of how hard it would be and all the small things i overthink. Honestly, i get mad at myself for getting sad or upset because i wanted to be a mom for so long. I get aggravated when i make the smallest mistakes. I know I’m not perfect but i want to be perfect for him. The lack of sleep, changing hormones, always hungry and thirsty, constantly pumping or breastfeeding, holding a baby on my boob, cooking, keeping his room clean. Figuring out what we are going to eat. It’s a lot! I wouldn’t trade ...