My birthday is in 8 days and all i keep thinking about is how this is going to be the first birthday without my aunt. Every year, no matter how sick she was she would find a way to get my favorite cake and sing happy birthday to me. I wish i recorded her voice so i can hear it. I wish heaven had visiting hours. As soon as we got to Paris, The first thing i wanted to do was buy a Baret. My aunt loved them and i wanted to feel closer to her by wearing it. I miss her, and although my routine has made it easier, i have days like today where i am sad. I tried posting this picture with inspiring quotes but that’s not the mood I’m in today.. and that’s okay. It’s important to be honest and be aware of our feelings.. i just wanted to share.. grieving doesn’t just go away.. it’s something that we live with. . . . #plaid #colorinconfidence #celebratemysize #representationmatters #carousel #elegance #paris #parisfrance #effieltower #tan #beige #baret #parisfashion #blogger #plussizeblogger #plus...