taking pregnancy tests again after infertility just feels heavy. like you want to be excited, but there’s always this quiet voice in the back of your head reminding you how it felt last time. month five, and it’s the same thoughts on repeat: maybe this is it - don’t get too excited - but what if it is - okay but protect your heart… it’s such a strange place to be… hoping so deeply while also trying not to feel too much at all. I keep coming back to this:“you can hold grief and hope in the same hand and still choose to move forward.” and that’s what this is. not fearless. not carefree. just choosing to try again anyway. so… here we are #NationalInfertilityAwarenessWeek #InfertilityJourney #TryingToConceive #TTCCommunity