#sundayscaries hitting me hard today spend the entire day in bed unable to even eat or get up, dreading the week, the future. Everyone told me to major in STEM instead of English lit and it's just been constant rejection, lack of support, criticism, and feeling like I don't belong. I feel like I'm in a room and every door and window has been shut in my face. Weekends always make me depressed because they force me to focus on my life. I feel like I took the wrong path in life a lot of times, and ended up friendless, jobless, loveless. I tried for years to get out and do stuff, meetups, clubs, book clubs, groups, but it's just hopeless, nobody wants to be around me. I need a change but dont' know what and don't have the means to do anything but survive day by day. #depression #mentalhealth #womeninSTEM #womeinengineering