Emily Ratajkowski released a behind-the-scenes look at a daring photoshoot she did for an essay she wrote for New York Magazine on rediscovering her sexuality after becoming a single mother - breastfeeding a lifelike baby doll. In her article titled 'Motherf*cker', the model and actress, 35, opened up about the years following the collapse of her marriage. "I spent several years compulsively dating. I was trying to figure out what kind of woman I wanted to be...I wanted to feel a man’s desire and to be reminded that I was a sexual being, not just a mother of a toddler," she wrote. "Becoming a single mother changed the way people looked at me, exactly as I’d feared it would, but it also allowed me to finally see myself." 📽️ : emrata #Motherhood #nymag