❤️‍🩹What was supposed to be exploratory laparoscopic surgery turned out to be major Endometriosis excision surgery and I’m still processing and dealing with the emotions from relief to depression to helplessness. Maybe some answers to why I have miscarried twice, deep exhaustion and pain 3 large deep infiltrating endometriosis (DIE) cysts. One had consumed my entire left ovary and fallopian tube, one was in my bowel. A surgical clip — left inside my body 16 years ago to the exact day when I had my appendix out when I was pregnant with Eddie It enrages me that a CT scan from 15 years ago saw the clip and unexplained tissue attaching my stomach wall to my bladder and uterus — I had an OBGYN do exploratory laparoscopic surgery to investigate and said the scan was likely someone else’s and did nothing 😳 That doctor gaslit me. I finally found a doctor — one who also has endometriosis herself — to finally go back in and address what had been left inside my body for 16 years. While s...