Listen to my sophomore album, THE ART OF BEING A MESS, out now: laurenspencersmith.lnk.to/TAOBAM Producer: Shan Dan Horan Director: Hannah Left Wright Follow Lauren: Instagram: instagram.com/laurenspencersmith TikTok: tiktok.com/@laurenspencersmith Snapchat: snapchat.com/add/l.spencersmith Facebook: facebook.com/LaurenSpencerSmith Website: laurenspencersmith.com Lyrics: I wouldn’t want you to wake up alone Calling your mom Cry through the phone like a baby Swearing you hate meI wouldn’t want you to skip all your meals Lie to the world about how you feel Like it’s easy Baby believe me Don’t want you to go through the hell I went through Why would I go and be nicer to you Don’t want you to hurt like I hurt I hope it’s worse I hope it’s worse I hope it’s ten times as bad As this knife in my back Hope it’s right where your heart is I hope it’s hurts I hope it’s hurts I hope it’s ten times the pain you caused me b...