Listen to "Looking Up" Out Now: LaurenSpencerSmith.lnk.to/LookingUp Listen to my sophomore album, THE ART OF BEING A MESS, out now: laurenspencersmith.lnk.to/TAOBAM Producer: Shan Dan Horan Director: Hannah Left Wright Follow Lauren: Instagram: instagram.com/laurenspencersmith TikTok: tiktok.com/@laurenspencersmith Snapchat: snapchat.com/add/l.spencersmith Facebook: facebook.com/LaurenSpencerSmith Website: laurenspencersmith.com Lyrics: I said goodbye at fifteen and I didn’t know it meant I’d be crying in my twenties Still not knowing where you went How long is forever cause It’s getting kinda old The way I’m getting older And the way I know you won’t I’m talking to the ceiling Hoping that it’s loud enough There better be a heaven Cause I keep on looking up I keep on looking up I keep on looking up I see you all the time but It’s only in my head I pick at the scars cause I’m scared that I’ll forget I ...