I’m caught in a paradox 😭 my 24th birthday & 2 year anniversary of living in nyc is coming up- I’m experiencing a rollercoaster of emotions rn 🫠 - my uncertainty is a kind of pulse that reminds me I’m still dreaming, but many days I want to wake up and sit in the comfort of deeply knowing where I belong- but if that’s not in my hometown or where i am right now, then where? 🥲 I’m still figuring it out. every choice feels like a doorway I both cannot wait to step through and desperately want to bolt shut. 😂 where can you guys envision me next? 🤭 - #midtwenties #newyorkcity #reels #igreels #trendingreels #nycvlog #reflection #livingmy20s