One year ago today, Lola Young released, 'dealer.' The third single from her third studio album, 'I'm Only F**king Myself,' out via Island Records. She wrote the track with longtime collaborators Solomonophonic and Will "Manuka" Brown, both key contributors to her prior album era, crafting a jumpy, skittering sound that fit her established habit of turning raw emotional material — regret, rage, dark humor — into candid songwriting. The song's opening verse reflects on lingering heartbreak and a struggle with sobriety, describing days spent trying to stay sober while still loving an ex the same way she did at nineteen. Its chorus leans fully into escapist fantasy, with Lola Young declaring she wants to get far away, pack her bags along with her "drugs," and disappear for fifteen years, even joking about leaving a note with an indifferent next-door neighbor. Songfacts noted the title itself works as dark wordplay — on the surface a wry nod to drug use, but underneath a way of humanizin...