I’ve been keeping this BTS video for more than a year, and I want to tell you why. At the time, I was going much deeper into spirituality - studying Kabbalah, philosophy, and sharing more of that side of myself. And somewhere along the way, without even realizing it, I started becoming shy about my sexuality. I started questioning whether it was “too much” to express myself this way or to show my body - a body I actually love and have taken such good care of, especially over this past year 💪🏻 I didn’t post this because I was afraid of being judged. I worried that people would look at me and see only a beautiful, superficial girl. That somehow expressing my sexuality would make people take my mind, my depth, or the more intellectual and spiritual parts of me less seriously. And little by little, I started hiding that part of myself. But lately, I’ve been feeling the desire to come back to it. I want to dance the way I used to. I want to feel comfortable being sensual again. I wan...