One month ago today #onemonthold Blessed under the rhythm of blackpinkofficial , our twins were finally born and skin-to-skin on my chest for the first time. Mum hack: BLACKPINK is the best pushing music ever, the birthing team loves it too. Like around 30 minutes and we were done. It was the happiest day of my life, but sadly there is some bittersweetness. Our future changed drastically at week 32 when one of our babies’ heart stopped. No parent is ever prepared to lose a child, but losing it while still in my belly is truly heartbreaking. The other baby was fine, but I had to carry the deceased baby till her sister’s delivery. She stayed there to support her twin and give her the strength she needed to make it to the end of my pregnancy. We had to reset ourselves and face this new reality with love and courage. Hence, our act of love was to name our passed baby a beautiful name, ARIA. When the delivery day arrived, my emotions were beyond complex. Happiness and sadness came ...