“It's a big learning experience for me to accept that I cannot control misunderstandings, and I cannot control anything but my own alignment with myself. It really can put you in a state of disillusionment or hopelessness – but I'm learning to get creative.”⁣ ⁣ journalofadoll, shot in Los Angeles in September exclusively for #NMETheCover.⁣ ⁣ Read the full Cover story at the link in bio⁣ ⁣ #Eli⁣ ⁣ 📸 emmadrew for NME