To shut down The love The dreams The grudge All the hurt When your finally released Yet you still gotta heal all the damages... Internal mental emotional Physical I feel anger... Frustration, and dissapointment To believe that i lasted this long... We made alot of progress We all grew alot... Is just mind blowing what woman have to go through Specially as new mothers... Maybe i never heal Maybe eventually i will But until then My feisty is been keeping things in check... Cause i am not allowing any more bullshit And me being that way... Is who i gotta be To protect myself... They say your enviroment shapes you... And i been made a certain way... Unfortunatly. I believe is was necessa dry for me to learn boundaries To learn to put my foot down, when people are crossing the line... I had enough... I dont like the feisty... I dont like to fight... But if people are looking for it... They usually get what they are projecting And the download of where their behavior is coming ...