Instagram vs Reality... Pregnancy after loss is nothing anyone could ever prepare you for. I knew it would be hard, but I didn’t realize how much of a gut wrenching, cliff hanging, hopeless feeling it can leave you with. I was always subconsciously planning how I was going to tell Matt the baby wasn’t going to make it, even before I got the phone calls or saw the ultrasounds. It was day after day of me, preparing my heart like I never have before. Trying to stay two steps ahead of the doom that awaited me. But...that doom never came. I continued to be proved wrong by my body and my baby each week that passed. Pregnancy after loss is hell but rainbow mama, I promise you, you’ll get through the storm. Don’t ever stop chasing that rainbow. 💕🌈💙 • • • #ivfjourney #ivfpregnancy #ivfsuccess #ivfbaby #ivfsupport #rainbowbaby #pregnancyafterloss #earlypregnancy