Wasn't really sure if I should post this because I feel like these two pictures aren't very different even thought they're almost two years apart. I realized that it's not about the physical part of it anymore or how much the outside of my body has changed but the mental part. This isn't my whole story this is only about two steps before where I am right now. The picture on the left was me at 18/19 I was eating 1200 calories a day, doing detox teas and running every single day forcing myself to burn at least 500 calories a day. I hit a point where my shins hurt so bad but I thought if I stopped running I would get 'fat' so I would take ice bags and wrap them around my shins and continue my run. It literally numbed the pain and bruises I had on my shins. Finally realizing it's not about weight and what I look like but about being happy and enjoying what I'm doing. When my body is too sore or I've pulled a muscle or I'm simply just to mentally or physically tired I take a day off. I've f...