I am STRUGGLING at the moment to keep the dream alive - a demanding full time job, friends and family I need to show up for, a partner who deserves far more of my attention than I give her and teammates I cannot let down. I have so many ideas swimming in my head, yet know I need some rest yet every day I feel guilty in some way for not doing enough. but the feeling of having created something, is just a feeling I've never had before and it's now always a feeling I want to chase #workinghard #dreams #WomensFootball #woso #graft