I am my own worst enemy I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be And why I am the way I am is not a mystery, My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy Deranged, confused and mentally abused ,Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to lose? And what the fuck I got to prove to you? If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me, You can put that on my real homies, I got problems and they stack like bills And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed And I waited in the shadows, awake in the dark, Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart, I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away, I'm out of touch with society and living today, Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away, To become the maniac that's got your attention today #twiztid #wickedclown #mymind #truth #monster