This was not the birth I prayed for. If I’m being honest, it was the complete opposite. But it was exactly what God knew I needed. See God was showing me that he would never leave me. Even in my suffering, He would be right there with me. That He would sustain me when I didn’t think I could make it through. And that He would bring me to the other side and that side would be better than anything I could imagine. I was disappointed, I was frustrated, I was almost angry at the pain I was going through. Thinking back on this moment, I can still physically feel the pain I was in.. This was the first time during a birth, that I truly believed I couldn’t do it. But I did, and that’s all God 👏🏻 He never left my side 🙌🏽 He protected us and guided us and truly taught me what it means to be His child. This birth was a catalyst in my walk with Yahweh. It brought me to my knees in a way I haven’t been brought down to in 14yrs. I felt every thing, I felt as though I was being torn apart from ...