I’m about to get real and get something off my chest. I am not comfortable with my body right now because I don’t like what I see. I jokingly say I’ve been going Fit to Fat to Fit (Drew Manning reference
@fit2fat2fit) to whatever I am for some time, but deep down - I am uncomfortable in my own skin.
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As a trainer I’m sometimes judged by how I look, rather than my knowledge on how to get my clients to reach their goals. I’ve had people say they liked my body when I was leaner - before the health scares, injuries, and excuses. I find myself on Instagram comparing myself to other girls - rather than loving my abs, legs, eyes, and smile. Every time I judge another girls body, I am avoiding an unhealed part of myself.
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Today I am making a conscious effort to love the skin I’m in. I’ll continue to strive to make myself the best version of myself, inside and out, because like Brian told me in my photoshoot being sexy “is a feeling” - and I feel fucking sexy as hell whe...